AMAZING. It's
the only way to describe the incredible transformation that took place
in the life of John Newton. Newton was born in London in 1725.
His mother died when he was seven. His father sent him to sea
at age eleven. Working first as a cabin boy and then a deckhand,
John was exposed to a life of drunkenness, profanity and immorality
- and he embraced it. Soon John surpassed his peers in outrageous
behavior. Sharp-witted and sarcastic, he wrote offensive songs
mocking the ship's officers and expressing his contempt for their
authority. He amused himself by inventing new swear words and
leading his peers on reckless and dangerous escapades. He frequently
deserted his post. Still in his teens, John was briefly enslaved
on an African plantation and nearly died. Instead of sobering
him, the experience only served to strengthen his rebellious spirit.
After Newton regained his freedom, he served time in the British Navy
and eventually became captain of his own slave ship. As a slave
trader, Newton's heart grew even harder. He earned a reputation
for being a foul-mouthed, ill-tempered man, despised by his subordinates
and superiors alike. He cared for no one but himself and sought
nothing but his own pleasure.
Then one
night John Newton hit rock bottom. He had been punished for
misbehavior by being publicly humiliated, beaten and stripped of his
rank. His attempts to regain his position had failed.
No one cared to take up his cause. Now caught in a fierce storm,
he came face to face with a gripping fear of death. As the waves
pounded the ship and filled his cabin with water, terror filled Newton's
heart. He fought desperately to save the ship, bailing water
and plugging holes in the hull with the ship's sails, burlap bags,
even his own clothing. As an experienced sailor, John knew he
had little chance of survival and he was not ready to face eternity.
Memories of his childhood came flooding back - the Bible verses and
hymns his God-fearing mother had taught him, her prayers on his behalf.
John tried to cry out to God for mercy but he was stopped abruptly
by the thought of how little he deserved it. How could he turn
to God for help when he had ignored Him for so long? John spent
a harrowing night in deep soul-searching.
The following day, the storm subsided. Miraculously, the battered
ship found safe harbor. It was then, Newton said, that he became
convinced that "there is a God that hears and answers prayers."
He discovered anew the love of God expressed in Scripture: "For
God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever
believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For
God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but
to save the world through him." John 3:16-17.
In the midst of the storm, Newton's eyes had been opened. He
realized that he was a sinner in need of a Savior. For the first
time, he understood the meaning of God's grace. Repenting of
the sins of his past, he surrendered his life to God completely.
In an instant, he became a new man.
Years later, as he reflected on his experience, Newton penned the
words:
Amazing grace how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch
like me!
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind but now I see.
'Twas
grace that taught my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved;
How
precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed!
Through
many dangers, toils and snares,
I have already come;
'Tis grace hath
brought me safe thus far,
And grace will lead me home.
At age 39, the former slave trader became a pastor. He dedicated
the rest of his life to sharing with others the good news of the gospel:
that Jesus Christ had come "to seek and to save what was lost." Luke
19:10. Newton influenced the abolitionist movement in Great
Britain, exposing the evils of slavery and fighting to outlaw the
vile trade he had once engaged in. In his epitaph, he summed
up his life this way:
John Newton, Clerk,
Once an infidel and
libertine,
A servant of slaves in Africa,
Was by the rich mercy of our
Lord
And Savior Jesus Christ,
Preserved, restored, pardoned
And appointed
to preach the faith he
Had long labored to destroy...
Like Newton, you too, can experience God's amazing grace - no matter
who you are or how much you have sinned. You can begin your
life-changing relationship with Jesus Christ right now!